Oi. Life got frustrating. Yesterday two major inconveniences happened (a cracked cellphone screen and cosmetic damage to my vehicle that I caused all by my talented self). No one's psyche was damaged, no one lost a life or job, but man am I frustrated with myself.
I spent today working on a side gig. As in I spent ALL day today working on it. It felt good to tackle a goal like that. The cats hung out around me all day, only two household chores got done, who knows what I ate for sustenance, you get the picture. In a way, the deep-focused work helped mask the shock of yesterday's misadventures much like alcohol does. No one can come over - the litter box isn't scooped, not sure what laundry I have laying about, and last week's clean laundry is still on the couch.
Some days are messy like that - frustrations and moodiness. I'm proud of myself though for buckling down and working on something productive even if it is a coping mechanism. And yes, I did schedule a therapy session. Don't worry friends, this chicka is committed to being the best version of me that I can - messy laundry habits and all.
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